Honestly, kadang-kadang aku rasa macam crap bila tengok classmates post gambar tunang/kahwin/baby dekat facebook -- and to think that you and your partner are still stranded at the same time space waktu kau mula-mula bercinta dulu-- without any progress -- bertambah-tambah rasa crap tu makan hati kau sampai hancur.
Makin ranap bila kau tolong partner kau buat resume using your own resume format, and you were suddenly dragged to the reality that the gap between you and your partner is too wide - in the sense that you have moved too much, and he is still there and just there --
Lagi punah bila kau rasa kau dah terlalu tua dan direction fikiran kau dah tak sama lagi macam enam tahun lepas dan at the same time, you begin to realise the wrinkles at your face, and how the cute-ness you thought you possessed kind of dissipates, and there's this new face that is dominating your soul and personality and definitely your looks.
Sumpah, aku pandang cermin, aku rasa muka aku dah lain dari satu tahun yang lepas.
Telefon aku rosak, and so I have to use the ol' PDA that I dumped for a simpler version of mobile phone. Aku tak realise yang I didn't clean up the phone content entirely -- and tadi, waktu jalan-jalan dengan partner dekat Floria Putrajaya, the sensitive touch screen was directed to the trash bin -- which consists of ol' messages between me and lelaki babi. Aku rasa macam bangsat sebab kena baca message 'sweet-sweet' sama babi yang tak mengenang budi tu. Zaman bodoh.
Harap hari ini sudah makin pandai untuk tidak lagi terjebak dalam zaman sebegitu.
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