To receive -- and to let go

Within this week, aku rasa aku dapat banyak sangat perkara yang menggembirakan yang buat aku jadi ecstatic tak tentu arah considering how lousy the month have been earlier.  Research project is finally moving.  Writing has started at an impressive state.  Main-main buat soalan dynamics semua dapat jawapan.  Reading fictions and memoirs is not ever disrupted.  Equipment yang berkurun rosak has amazingly been repaired in just a week.  Jalan-jalan tengok show houses pun aku dah gembira.  Dapat khabar dari best friend pun dah seronok.  Kenal lab technician yang baik hati has really made my day.  Berita baik dari supervisor buat aku rasa 'wow'!  Kredit kad pertama warna emas adalah baru untuk aku.  Semua dari Tuhan. Semua dari Tuhan.  Semua dari Tuhan.

Tapi aku rasa --- for all this simple yet amazing things (and feelings) I received, I think it's an indication that I have to let go of something else, in return.

And today might be the day --- I think.