irony

irony : expression of meaning by use of words normally conveying the opposite / an outcome of events contrary to what was, or might have been expected / the incongruity of this

You know how ironic comes in term with me?

Like when reading the old entries from the old blog, remembering the past scenes happening in my life, like this, which happens about 3 years ago, it's the kind of thing that makes me smirk and spat, 'how ironic'.  Well, guess what - I've completed my tutoring job for one semester, is pursuing my masters, will come back as a lecturer, have been in two manufacturing organisation, with the first job as a technical designer, and the second job with responsibilities covering the whole organisation - let's see if they still laugh at this thought.

When people mock you for something that you wanted to do, something that you feel is right enough, and noble enough, just diss them off, because in the end, if you really believe in yourself, you'll never realise that you are actually moving towards your dream.

Bila aku kata one day aku nak jadi cikgu, gila babi dia gelakkan aku sampai tahap menghina kareer dan personaliti aku, and to the extent of involving other people, and to the extent of mocking my certification in CAD/CAM engineering.  Ironically, when they're in trouble with their design work, I'm the one being called to resolve their issues.

Well, aku tak jadi cikgu, sayang.  I may be more than that.  An academician, educator, and a researcher, in the CAD/CAM engineering field, baby.  Without me even realising it, I've actually fulfilled my words.

Mungkin hari ini aku pula boleh gelak dekat mereka.

Ironic also may be in the form of si botak penipu saying things like "kau ni dah salah faham" when I boldly inquire about our unnamed status after he posted snide remarks at my facebook wall.  After all I did, after all the sacrifices, the feeling of being cheated and used is so destructive and damaging,that you feel like you are damn stupid for putting your trust into something and someone, and at times, you feel like praying to God to reformat certain part of your memories and leave it blank.

P-Ahmad2 used to be si botak penipu's friend, and in one of our minum-minum session, he confesses about approaching me way earlier, but was being confronted by si botak penipu who scolded him and told him to stop seeing me and stated something like 'jangan potong line aku' kind of thing.

For someone who said "kau ni dah salah faham" after telling other people "jangan potong line aku", that is ironic - and in his case, he is pathetic.  Dia ingat perempuan ini macam baju, kena cuba-cuba dulu.  Tak suka, baru boleh donate dekat orang.  Oliver Snook kata, you try on clothes, you try on car, you try a pie, but you don't try on people.  A simple concept that not many are able to grasp.

BTW, who is he trying to control who I can and cannot befriend with?  Loser.  One day he'll have a taste of his own medicine, and I really hope that its a bitter pill.