Broken bokeh, Sunday, 8.22pm
Life seems so melancholic during rainy days.
Relationship makes me feel old. Ancient relationship became mundane. You knew too much about one another that nothing seems to be 'new' and exciting and enlightening anymore. You understand one another too well that you can't spill your deepest desires. You have a fair share of laughter and when silent engulfs, the walls you built cracked.
You keep on wondering if this is what you really wanted. You keep on guessing what goes around the other person's mind. You keep on questioning petty matters and became absurdly outrageous when your mind began constructing ridiculous event of ideas. You loathed the negative visual drawn in your mind and yet, you can't control it. You decided to become positive when you know something inside you is crumbling to pieces.
This feeling --- it's bull--
2 comments:
hey stranger..how are you doing there? seem like life is lots of shit huh?
can't help you on that part though..life is shitty over here as well..and i don't want to try to be positive anymore..just as what the book advised, do it S.U.M.O style..
Shut Up, Move On!
ohhh...and i haven't finish read the book yet.. :P
Hey there. Life's been alternating for me. One days its full of cotton candy, the next day would be shitty. Haha.
Wow, hope u manage well there. sometimes being +ve may not be the best solution after all. in my case, being -ve really made me jump leaps in my life. maybe you should give a try to yoga?
Do you mean the 'eat, pray, love' book? I'm stucked at the 'love' chapter. not fully done being depressed yet :-)
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