Have you ever woken up to the feeling that yesterday was so far away? That at that point everything seems like nothing? That you walk into a room full of people who barely understands you, let alone you understands them. You are in a town dense with population, yet you felt like you are on your own. It is the day your body react autonomously and you've become robotic. Emotionless. That every dynamics of your body is working against your will -- doing what is right, yet yearning for the opposite.
It is the day you become a grumpy party pooper for any silliness that once made your heart laugh with joy. You watched the movie 'Lost is Translation' and concluded how ridiculous the movie is -- yet deep down you know the essence of the movie is exactly how you feel right now -- which got you thinking if you too are becoming a ridiculous being?
You are breathing, yet you are suffocated. It irked you that you sprayed a whole lot of your favourite fragrance -- yet as you walk out and let the air breeze sweep you, you smelt nothing. Your sight, your senses -- all felt nothing.
Numbness. Like a void space of universe is now densed in your head. Numb.
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