Mungkin sebab my current career requires me to read a lot of technical books that i read less of all fictional leisure reading. Mungkin sebab I've dwelled too much on constructing reports for audit and organisational publication that i began to cease blogging. Mungkin juga sebab rasa annoyed with the craps of unintended stalkers that i couldn't care less updating this blog. Mungkin juga sebab dah makin tua that blogging does not seem as intrigued as it used to. Mungkin juga sebab dah terlalu gembira dan tenang dengan keadaan sekarang that i don't have much to blurt about anymore.
Tenang dan gembira ke? Well, most of the time. It would be a ratio of 90:10 happiness vs the vice versa of it. Too immersed with workload that by the time balik rumah, tengok tv pun dah tak lalu. Had such a great time with amazing people that makes life here seems bearable, and enjoyable indeed.
Ada juga lah a tiny portion of happiness-vice-versa, but then at this age, you learn to suppress those emotions and channel your focus to the more important things. So, less crappy entries these past few months.
Macam a situation where some jerk throw you under the bus playing his own blaming game, mula-mula kena, memang jadi what-the---- moment. But then, sit back, relax, had a great laugh with amazing friends, tweet about it, and then you realised - eh, dah pernah kena dulu, so what's the big deal about it. The kind of things that makes you cherish the bullshits that happens in your life back then - because it just makes you stronger.
Apa sebenarnya tujuan aku nak publish entry ni tadi sebenarnya? Oh ya, about work, about making changes. But then, suddenly rasa lapar dengan tiba-tiba, so till next time~~
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